I'd rather be dead

Some women break under the weight of what life hands them. She didn't break. She just put a knife under her car seat.

I'd Rather Be Dead is the raw, unfiltered memoir of a woman who survived the unsurvivable — the death of her mother, the collapse of her marriage, a campaign of harassment so calculated it had a name, and two weeks in the dark where she made a decision she almost didn't come back from.

This is not a story about a woman who found her strength. This is a story about a woman who never lost it — even when she wished she had.